
Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go. Joshua 1:9
Schedule
Hiatus. Currently sporadic when I have time.
Stream notifications are posted on YouTube, and Discord.Content
Digital art: personal projects, commissions, and raffle prizes
Minecraft: Pawvilion SMP server.Stream Art Credits
- VTuber Model: PRISM Customizable
- Panda & Sloth Emotes: akaibara
- Animated Cayden Emotes: meristrawbrry & 88Design
- Twitch Sub & Cheer Badges: LaniLauro
- Desk Scenes: jae
- Chat Widget: CiariDesigns
- Stream Alerts: CiariDesigns
- Point Alerts: sayonani
- Spotify Widget: sayonani
- Rufus Mascot: NemunekoStudio
- Magical Girl transition: Maebyl
- Text Panels: junettestudio
A brief history of my faith: I was raised Christian but lost my faith in God after a while.I found my faith again in January 2022 when Rufus, my dog of 15+ years, was going through his final days. Working at a vet clinic for many years, I saw the signs and knew the smell of kidney failure and death. He had already lived several years longer than anticipated with his first diagnosis. I knew it was coming soon. I prayed. I begged. I just wanted one more week with Rufus if possible.God gave me 8 days with him.My faith was strengthened again through the IVF process. I was diagnosed with PCOS in 2015. We tried for several years to conceive through various methods with no success. We decided to give IVF one go and see what would happen. After months of the process, we had one embryo. Just one.And God gave us our little boy.All of this and I was still quiet about my faith and beliefs because I knew Christianity was something commonly viewed by the streaming/gaming community as a tool used to spread hatred. I was afraid of being misinterpreted and wrongly placed in the same category of hateful people who use Christianity as a weapon and are not truly Christian. I did not want to lose friends and I did not want to make people fearful of me.People who use any sort of faith or ideology to spread hatred are not true believers or followers of whatever God or doctrine.When I returned to content creation in May 2025, I wanted to be a little more open about my faith. At first it was just quietly sharing a Bible verse and watching my language.I have since found more courage and strength to share the Good News. I post Christian content on YouTube and opened up a "Christian Corner" in my Discord to share verses, prayer requests, and have open and civilized discussions about all types of faith. I feel much freer and more "me" since sharing this side of me with the world and I pray that you will open your heart to consider God's love as well.